Femmevolution,

I so want to learn what you’ve learned.

I am a highly sexual, sensual woman.  I didn’t realize this until the men throughout my life and a close female friend told me that.  I’m sexual, but I don’t have sexual freedom. I love to talk about sex.  I love to watch porn when it involves a woman clearly being pleased and enjoying herself (not acting).  I love to read erotic stories.  I love to fantasize-they just don’t involve me.  I still can’t orgasm through intercourse.  I can do without oral sex done on me. When I’m with a man I love the initial holding, kissing and touching, but I find myself at a certain point dis-engaging, getting bored and wanting the whole process to hurry-up. I found that really great fellatio help this. I use my vibrator a lot-preferably in private with a blanket over my pelvis. I think some of this has to do with trust and control.

I want to be able to enjoy and explore myself further.  I want to be able to let myself go with a partner, but I’m not there yet.

Thank you for this blog,

FloweringArtist